[2-Minute Essay] I'm the only one who should be the laughingstock 🤣🤭😂

I am panicking from the bottom of my heart.

It's beyond just being in trouble.

"Gather 100 people in 16 days!"

I kicked things off,

and at first, one person... then two...

people started to gather.

24 hours have passed,

and only 8 people have joined,

which I am truly grateful for.

But,

at this rate, it's nowhere near enough.

At first glance,

the start isn't bad.

I want to think that,

but in reality, it's hopeless.

Unfortunately, at this pace,

100 people in 16 days,

will never be reached.

The reason is,

I had already made the announcement in advance.

So,

it wasn't actually the first day.

I targeted the weekend,

when it's easier to get people together.

Despite that,

I couldn't even gather 10 people on the first day.

Once it becomes a weekday,

the pace of people gathering,

will drop significantly,

and it should fall to less than half.

In other words,

fewer than 4 people will gather per day.

There are only 10 weekdays,

and even if I estimate generously,

4 people x 10 days,

let's say 40 people gather.

Since there are only 6 weekend days,

just like the first day,

let's assume 8 people gather per day.

Even then,

With 8 people x 6 days,

that's 48 people.

Adding 40 people on weekdays and,

48 people on the weekend,

I assume a total of 88 people.

But in reality,

it's not that easy.

On the second day of the start,

only one person had increased.

In other words,

the current situation is 9 people.

It's nowhere near 100 people.

Even though there are over 130 people,

who have joined the membership,

this is the state of things.

Simply put,

it's nothing but my own lack of ability.

There are also people who have,

known me from before.

...

For some, this is the first time

they have learned about me.

I cannot let them be embarrassed.

If that is the case,

no matter what,

I need to gather 100 people.

If I had already achieved FIRE and

was living a quiet life,

I wouldn't have to face this kind of embarrassment.

Even if I haven't accomplished anything yet,

if I hadn't spoken of big goals,

I wouldn't have had to worry about being mocked.

Being laughed at,

that should only be for me.

Since I have involved others,

it is all my responsibility.

I don't want to make the people

who gathered for me a laughingstock.

I want to make them laugh.

However,

If there is anyone who laughs at my friends,

I will never forgive them.

I will never forgive them.

Please,

if you must laugh, laugh at me.

Don't cling to past glory!

Face reality!

You haven't even reached,

9% of your goal yet, have you?

Just waiting around won't work.

There is no good excuse for making excuses.

Do what you can do.

If they say it's the era of the 100-year life,

there is still a long road ahead.

Giving up is easy.

If you pretend it never happened,

and run away,

someone will appear to laugh at me again.

It's okay to be uncool.

It's okay to look foolish.

Move yourself.

Personandmovetogether make the word for "work".

“Work“ it becomes.

Work!

If you don't even do what you can,

what kind of life is that?

I'll go door-to-door for sales.

To those who are indifferent to me,

I'll make them look my way.

I'll show my uncool side,

and expose my awkwardness too, but

I hope you'll forgive me.

Even if the results don't follow,

please just let me be the only laughingstock.

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