Vague feelings are small cries from the heart

If you leave your vague feelings as they are, I believe they will surely rot and eat away at you.

It will be fine if only I endure it.

Well, a little bit should be fine.

It is ridiculous to worry about something like this.

It is easier in the moment to just let things slide, so I let them slide.
When you do that, what was once a single small vague feeling accumulates and transforms into an inexplicable dissatisfaction.

That dissatisfaction might be directed at those around you.
Verbal abuse, complaints, ignoring others, jealousy, and so on...

Also, that dissatisfaction might be directed at yourself.
Self-blame, feelings of worthlessness, self-denial, loneliness, and so on...

Therefore, I try to treat even a single small vague feeling as something important.
It is not a bad emotion, nor is it something that must be erased.
It is a small cry to help you understand your true feelings.

If only I endure it...
No, I actually do not want to do this.

Well, if it is just a little...
No, I actually want to do it more like this.

To worry about something like this...
No, it is actually something important to me.

If it is difficult to show that through action, it is enough to just think it. It is enough to just try to think it.
Because that is the 'manifestation' of not neglecting those small cries.

I will not end the act of cherishing myself with just words, but will do it by facing my emotions one by one like that.

I will sustain myself.

It is not others who make me shine.

It is myself.