I will start to write something like stroys or articles with english

Thinking with english, it is difficult for me.
So I think that I can practise my english writing and speaking and thingking at the same time, it is only the way I can think about.Why would I want to study english? I think your reason is better than mine. I have been thinking about why my english is so bad, by now I have got the reason. it is because I don't like to talk with somebody about something I don't like. From now on, I will try my best to change current situation by studying much other knowledge which don't belong to my career.I hope this way can make some change on my state in the future. I know the most important thing in this way is to insist to do it.So I'm ready to face with any difficult from any aspect in the world, if any.
Something like this, I will go to have supper...